Wednesday, September 9, 2015

time travel

Wouldn’t it be nice if we met at a record store you frequent?
I’d notice you lightly tapping your shoes as you run your fingers across those vinyl records, not sure of what you really are looking for.
I’d slyly stand next to you and talk about some record I randomly picked from another album stand.
We’d talk about Pink Floyd, Bon Iver, Joni Mitchell, and Blur. I’d be so caught up in your words, your beautiful lips as you passionately talk about your music.  
We’d smile and talk, probably laugh over some silly story I’d dug up from memory just to ease the awkwardness.
And we’ll end up outside the store buying nothing but more time and a chance to meet again.

Would it be better if we met at the train station on your way home?
You’d be looking out the south-bound side of the train when I’d run into you, desperate for directions.
You’d look at me with your tired eyes and help me out. I’d remember to ask everything I needed to know but forget to ask your name, until you suddenly ask for mine.
We’d be quiet, staring down our dirty shoes but secretly eager to talk more – hoping that the last train would be late.

Wouldn’t it be interesting to meet you as a stranger than as a friend?
We’d be like empty, chipped cups waiting to be filled;
If fate would be kinder and time wouldn’t be so cruel
If I see you again, it wouldn’t be how we were
If I meet you again, I’ll love you first.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

pretenses


I look at you
And see his face.
I hold your hand
But feel his embrace.
As you sneak into my bed,
I close my eyes to dream of him.
When I wake up to the sound of your breathing,
I close my eyes to dream again.

-         --  April 16, 2015

illumination and illusions

Friday, July 3, 2015

You are here




You are here
Covering my shadow,
Filling the gaps between my fingers,
Blinding my sight with your gaze,
Wiping away every trace of innocence,
Searching my soul for every emptiness,
As you try to forget who you once were.
You are here.
You are mine.

-April 9, 2015

You are mine, my sunshine.